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Friday, April 28, 2006

12:27 AM

mistakes we knew we were making.fuck ive made alot of mistakes this year.some of which i seriously regret doing so now.it's kinda funny cause right now i keep asking myself why the hell did i do that.for some strange reason i'm kinda regretting it now.though i fucking hate you but somehow i just regret it.god knows why but urghhh.i'm just so insanely stressed up with everything and i've just been making a hell lot of stupid mistakes.on the same way of what i did to a bunch of my closest friends ever.it's the exact same way on how now i hate them to the core and how i'm not talking to them at all.o gosh all boils down to fuck.i'm like in a fucking hell state that i cannot think of anyone who can possibly be worst.my studies are crap.im broke.im caught in the middle of some fucked up shit.im just totally going down cant possibly be worst man.its like why the hell is the life that messed up.most of my good chruch friends whom i've been close to since like pri6 are all like now my worst enemies.all because of that faithful incident which made me turn my back on them.funny thing is that now when i ask me something i do not even reply them.well lets just say that it's my mom's fault too.cause of what she did that day and cause of what that other fucker said that caused this whole hoo ha shit.what the fuck.and now he blames everything on me.claiming to everyone that im just a fucked up liar and so on but look who's talking man.he's the fucked up shit not me.i just so wanna fucking kill him somehow.ayy cause of that ass i've lost 3 of my good buddies.urgghhh ok i'm not going to talk about him anymore.i shall just try to live life to the fullest somehow.even though i think life is just so fucked up but owells.every single day is just but a step closer to the grave.fuck that.i just hate this year with the fucking o levels and all.its so stressful and full of shit.thank god for intoxication.or ill be dead by now.to vodka and all the lovelies in the world.without them ill be utter fuck.literally....

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

12:26 AM

thanks dan! =))

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

12:19 AM

And all our sins come back to haunt us in the end,
to hang around and tap us on the shoulder and smile.
Silent.
It's all implied,
"You'll die trying to live this down.
You might as well forget it.
"Still, I'm convinced that wondering "what if" is the worst thing there is.

So we bottled and shelved all our regrets.
Let them ferment and came back to our senses.
Drove back home and slept a few days,
woke up and laughed at how stupid we used to be.

And all these lines fall short of what I had in mind.
A failed attempt to capsulize a feeling,
so I just try fail and try and try again.
And someday, I swear I'm going to get it
because I'm convinced that giving in is the worst thing there is.

So we bottled and shelved all our regrets.
Let them ferment and came back to our senses.
Drove back home and slept a few days,
woke up and laughed at how stupid we used to be

We'll get over it.
Sad, strong, safe and sober.
We'll move forward
and know where we went wrong
(but you can't go home again)

So we bottled and shelved all our regrets.
Let them ferment and came back to our senses.
Drove back home and slept a few days,
woke up and laughed at how stupid we used to be.

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Thursday, April 27, 2006

11:43 PM

the second day of the un-bfucking-lievable midyears have finally arrived
dang it i hate studying.
am still so not prepared for the other subjects which are yet to come
o god bless my soul.

next up is social and lit paper 1. wtf why the hell would anyone in the right state of mind put two humanes together. that is just what i call insane. totally insane. how in the world am i supposed to memorize all those stuff about the history of singapore and other blaaaah and still have extra memory space to memorize quotes from krishna. i mean seriously i'm no super woman though i seriously wish i am.

hwell turns out that yesterday alot of people did not go to school too. but heard that no one could beat 4/7 with only 17 people. talk about poning man. but owells jessica had an mc. note that i was SICK indeed. yupp let me repeat i was really sick man. am still sick now as a matter a fact. HAHA. well today was a mad rush man. totally forgot about dictionaries. thank god i remembered them somehow.

gotta go continue mugging
fuckfuckfuck

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

10:04 PM

jessica is sick
thanks to yesterday's tennis which was technically quite a wash-out so yea owells at least we shill have our 3hours of cip which is actually quite good. MAHAHA considering the amount of slacking which occured yesterday. but dang it now ive got a virial throat infection, conjunctivitis and rash. pffffffffffffffft

did quite alot of mugging this morning so am having my well deserved break now. did paper1 and 2 or math and paper 1 chem and went through some social. ahhh what wonderful achievement.haha im proud of myself

chinese paper tomorrow.
damn i so do not know how to study for it

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

2:50 AM

sigh too many people selling tickets for vaunt
seriously way too many people that it is so hard to get sales.
o my jessica is so going insane with that.

mid years has started and the next paper is in 3days time and boy am i so not ready.
it's like my brain says STUDY but my body says slack. o gosh i know this sounds so bad but i just cannot bring myslf to open that damn book and just staart mugging till my brain drops out!!!

Tennis c div's on tomorrow. ooo hot guys from acsi and ri ahead but damn why must they be younger than us. hopefully the b div will go tomorrow too. o happy day ya yunxuan. i know you secretly love it.

math lessons are a joy yupp a time to spend the time just revising the old school instead of cramming new shit into my head. i love school but i hate studying. how ironic but true. wish there is such a thing as a study-less school. omg im talking shit now. urghhh examinations kills brain cells. o god please save me from this tragic lifetime. if only in a split second all these exam crap could be over.

so many parties so little time.
chronic - 20th may
vaunt - 30th may
one night stand - 12th june
snow - 15th june
smoove - 20th june

anyone willing to treat me to a wild helluva school holidays?

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Friday, April 21, 2006

1:09 AM

o gosh the taking back all the books period is here. o gosh how i hate it. lugged back like the motherload of books today. gosh i think my arm will break soon. urgggh my muscles have gotten bigger. how UGLY.

goodness exam periods coming and i have yet to study.am kinda worried bout it though but damn i sure do hate to study.urghh what's with the world and exams man.think i'll flunk my chinese today.totally not enough time to do it.

someone please force me to study NOW

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;